I'd accepted Christ when I was 7 years old, and was baptized shortly after and as young child there really wasn't that much in terms of really bad, sinful things that I could get into. As I got older that changed, I'm jumping ahead a bit but as a teenager and then young adult I didn't always make the best choices. I did things that satisfied me temporarily and instantly, I stepped out of God's will for my life. By the time I hit 22 I was ready to really rededicate myself to God. That didn't mean that I completely quit all of the bad things I'd picked up but a huge portion of my change came from making a conscious effort to remove certain things from my "line of vision" or my immediate circle. I didn't catch everything but I'm still working on it. Take my music for example... I try not to listen to a lot of the music that plays now because its mostly about sex or is filled with profanity. I try and curb what I watch for the same reasons I can't fill my mind with sex, and profane language (especially if these are areas I have trouble overcoming) and then expect to not have an issue with it. Another area where I need to work on renewing my mind is in the area of gossiping and criticising people. I keep prayng for wisdom in handling some of my relationships where I can just as easily lash out and speak on things out of anger instead of in love and thats just not right or helpful...
So I have a ways to go but I'm thankful that I still have the ability, resources and desire to renew my mind.
I really liked this one. Its strange to me whenkis ae baptized. I think it should be an individual choice, not somethin that is done becuase its what everyone else is doing. But at least you have rededicated yourself to being a better person. Its funny howyou dont realize how mch you do something not good for you until you try to stop.
ReplyDeleteI have aways surrounded myself with peope from all kinds of cultures, reigions, and attitudes. The biggest shock to me was being able to wear whatever color I wanted without worrying about being shot.